Sunday, May 1, 2011

[MV/HQ] Yu Kewei 郁可唯 - 暖心 Nuan Xin



I've heard this somewhere. Was looking for the song actually. But can't find it as I don't even know the title and singer and stuffs. HAHA!!

For my precious,

靠近你就觉得安心
因为你那双爱笑眼睛
你笑我 猫一样好奇
聪明又偏透着傻气
Daring 我想告诉你
其实我比你爱我更爱你
善解人意 浪漫话语
仿佛一切命中注定
你的体贴 温暖了我的心
就像夏天的风吹过那么凉爽安静
我轻轻依偎在你的怀里
天空挂满祝福的星星
你的体贴 温暖了我的心
就像倾盆大雨 舍不得淋湿爱你的心
我要唱给你听 陶醉在你给的甜蜜
陶醉在你给的甜蜜

( Yu ke wei - nuan xing)

I LOVE MY DARLING!

I've heard this somewhere. Was looking for the song actually. But can't find it as I don't even know the title and singer and stuffs. HAHA!!

For my precious,

靠近你就觉得安心
因为你那双爱笑眼睛
你笑我 猫一样好奇
聪明又偏透着傻气
Daring 我想告诉你
其实我比你爱我更爱你
善解人意 浪漫话语
仿佛一切命中注定
你的体贴 温暖了我的心
就像夏天的风吹过那么凉爽安静
我轻轻依偎在你的怀里
天空挂满祝福的星星
你的体贴 温暖了我的心
就像倾盆大雨 舍不得淋湿爱你的心
我要唱给你听 陶醉在你给的甜蜜
陶醉在你给的甜蜜

( Yu ke wei - nuan xing)


Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Off day

It's his off day today. We did not meet up. He went to meet his friends. And for the whole day, I don't know what he'd been doing. If he had eaten and all. Worst point is that he is meeting his friend, together with his ex-girlfriend. I seriously don't know how to react, and can only handle the loneliness alone tonight.
Things should be exciting and enjoying for him now. He went out at 5pm and had yet to return home. I wonder if he feels anything EXTRODINARY. For such long hours, long talks and stuff, who wouldn't be worrying like I am? Or am I too sensitive? Should I not be? :( Well, I don't know. But for every minute he didn't text me (only A FEW the whole day today), I'm praying that nothing SPECIAL happen/WILL happen. I believe god dotes on me just fine.
I over came my ex's facebook. Scroll and read about stuffs. Looked at all the pictures. And I can'tt help thinking about our past. It's a little painful still, but not as terrible as last time. Well, few drops of watery substances did still roll down my warm cheeks. Yet I couldn't help viewing it all. I know it's best not to keep doing this, and I know everything on the other side is fine. Just.... a bit of flash back session I guess.
It's going to be a big day for me tomorrow. Let's just hope everything turns out smoothly.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

19.4.11

He went out with his friends and did not even notify me. It's not like I wouldn't let him go. But atleast he could have told me so that I don't have to be waiting for his SLOW replies. Anyway. It's a small thing so. I have no other comments about it. Just told him that I do not wish for this to repeat.
I went to class, we did not meet up. chatted a bit on the phone. And spend the time planning on what to cook for him tomorrow. He thinks that everything would be fine. But I want to let him taste the nicest and warmest food. I'm working hard here for the smallest little thing and I hope he sees them.
1 more week to our 1st month anniversary! We've been meeting up everyday (seriously, this is the only day we did not meet after we got together), time has been moving very quickly. Thinking of how we 1st met, how we ran away from our own feelings, and how people helped us, haha. I can't help smiling each time. Things had been so different with him as compared to other guys, I'm finding the reasons as to why I shouldn't treat him nicely. He's so different, he makes me feel everything I do is worth it.
Well, I can't wait for 27th. I wonder what will it be like. hehe.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

14.4.11

I actually spent the whole evening waiting for him to come over today. Cannot stand one single day without him. What am I going to do when he gets in the army? god~ :( I don't want to know.
Spent my time playing PSP. Sleeping and all. I guess I really am going to fall sick. These small little things can't get through my precious' eyes eh? He actually brought the chinese powdered medicine for me. Which I think isn't the worst I've had but it taste horrible as well. Worst thing is that it cannot dissolve fully in water, which will have the left over sticky looking substance in the cup. He actually fed me with a spoon and expect me to swallow it! GOSH! But I did.
Thinking back, how many partners have I had? And how many of them were willing to do all these small little stuffs for me? -non. Sad answer I know.
For all the things he had done for me, I'm only worried and afraid of losing him one day. I do appreciate every small little details like sending me home even if we're very near to his place. Spending just a few minutes per day hugging me thight. Making sure he sees me until I close my door before he walks off.
I like his smell. He has the homely smell, which made me feel very safe. Can't help hugging him. haha. Although he is boney. But nice to hug. Please do not try. He's mine. I'm very easy to get jealous. But he don;t lose to me much either. haha.
Recently planning on a Genting trip. either with my mom and aunt. friends. or it would be just us. Before he goes army. Wouldn't it be nice? ^^ The part I'm looking forward is actually the time we'll get to stick together. :)
I love you, precious.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

My Precious

Love and being loved since 27.03.2011; 01.30am.

The guy that moved my heart day by day finally got the courage to ask for my hand. To walk down hand in hand with him. Actually, nothing was smooth for us. I was the one whom fell for him 1st. Believe me, we used to dislike each other. And then find him someone interesting. Slowly, bit by bit.

The happiest thing of all, is that I realised, I'm happier, not only because I found him, but because I love someone who loves me too. At least now I know, as promised, no matter what happens, he'll be there. It's always nice to have someone hugging you close to him, looking out for you. Afraid that someone might accidently bang into you. Sending you home even though he lives so so far. Willing to sacrifies his sleep to bake cookies for you. Holding onto your hands no matter where he went. Looking deeply into your eyes, telling you randomly how he feels. Getting jealous over the smallest issue. Afraid that you might get bullied. Worrying why you did not reply his text.

Of cause, I will face no problems going on and on.

To cut it short, it's all actually new to me. Despite the fact that I've been trying so hard each and everytime. This is something which came to me naturally. It isn't something I taught him to do. It was what he wanted to. I appreciate every single details.

My dearest KOH JUN XIAN,
you're sound asleep now. But wait till you see what I have for you tomorrow.
Don't be too shocked. Like I said, I swear you won't find the 2nd woman whom will treat you like I do.
So, love me with all you have. As this is only the beginning of a new chapter. (: