Over the Honey moon

No more HONEY MOON !!

We're looking forward to our 1st X'Mas together. And also our 9th month anniversary. A common problem in most relationships, People celebrate there 'monthniversary' for the first few month, and forget the rest until the 1st year. HAHAHA. Same goes for us. But we're in the age where we won't mind anymore. As long as we're together, it doesn't really matter much. Who cares!

We came acrossanother problem lately... CNY !!
And our problem is that we have to go too many places for family dinners and CNY visiting. GREAT ! Oh well... BIG problem is, CNY EVE !! where family gets together and have reunion dinner. He wants me to have dinner with his family, but traditionally, my family goes over to my granny's house for dinner. Moreover, We're not married, my family will not be happy if I were to not attend. After I told him that I may not be able to make it, he is disappointed. VERY disappointed. What to do? -.-

Had been shopping. I'm a junior shoppaholic. He is nothing like me. But he joins me everytime. HAHA. Walking the whole afternoon. As long as we fill HIS stomach with food, he's ready to walk anywhere with me. Envy me? Hehehe.

I cooked Topokki for him recently, it's easy for beginners and very tasty! Those whom can't cook like me can try it out! :) Oh ! Topokki = Korean Hot pepper Rice cake. SUPER NICE! And we had it 2 days in a row when he stayed over. (: He loved it.

He doesn't really read this, so It's safe for me to post it here... I did cross stitch on a towel for him. BELIEVE ME !! DO NOT USE IT ! I have a feeling the tread will all come off ! Oops! For display ONLY. Well I hope he likes it.

I posted on my facebook for opinion on what to do for x'mas. And decided to find a place quiet, have simple dinner (packed food or anything that can be eaten) and talk ! Probably a bottle of wine. Thought of the beach. Or I shall do it at home ;)

We'll see what happens~

Little information of the past

I came across my ex-boyfriend's facebook profile. And i realised he's in a relationship with another girl. I don't know if I should smile or cry. Smile because he really treats me as nothing maybe? Cry because he hasn't grow up. Hmm, saw a few photos of the girl, well, I hope she's blessed. But still don't think his taste is better. I'm saying when he's with me, (as I'm ugly) his taste was terrible. However, it hasn't change. I know..... I'm so bad :x He's lucky he found a girl. Let's hope he can last long. Well, overall, he's NOT a nice guy anyway :x

mMy precious is going in NS SOON!! I'm starting to calm down a bit. I know he will book out and so, but still he haven't left me more than a day! It's a fresh experience for both of us, and it's where the problems flow in. I'm worried that the job I get will clash with his book out time and such. But on the other hand, it gives me a very good reason to update my diary! It's something I write and he reads. :p

Well, nothing is going to change :)

I'm confident ~ 2 years only mahhhhh~

JOB~

I'm looking for a job~

I'm not good sitting in an office typing documents and all. Dislike the heat and the sun, so outdoor sales is NO-NO for me.

What do I like then? PETS! I want to work in a pet shop! lol. Still looking out for vacancy now. Will REALLY go look for opportunities. Why didn't I study hard enough to be a VET?! :( too late now I guess. well~ it's time to call it a day. time for boyfriend-chit-chat session. *winks

Over the honey moon..

Couples please have in mind that 'Honey-Moon' period isn't FOREVER. Mine as well. But that is where the beauty of loves comes in. Not the quarrels and arguments I'm talking about. It's the new bonds and 'communication' AFTER the argument/quarrel. It's a process of knowing how to understand each other, knowing how to treat each other, knowing how the partner thinks of you (as in, TRUELY), and knowing how to maintain the relationship. Well, for the start. Haha. Enjoy the process of learning!! You won't feel too pressured by anything.

In fact, we all know that there isn't any fairytale boyfriend/girlfriend. Or rather, to put it blunt, no one is perfect. Mine isn't either. There are things that he does which I don't really like. And of cause things I do which he doesn't like. For me, true love is a title I give to my guy. And I do not believe in waiting for true love. Lucky me!! I've learnt how to categorize. hahaha.

Like many similar cases, my guy is going to serve National Service (NS) soon. 14 June 2011. And yes, like many ladies, I teared once in awhile, thinking that I'm going to be all along.. blahh blahhh.... On the other hand, this is where the REAL challenge starts! Guys, like girls, will be afraid of their girls leaving them, etc. This is where ladies like me show them what we're mad of!

I admit my guy thinks like a kid sometimes, but I can't deny that I do too!

Let's work hard and may god bless...

... for he's the one I gave that title too. (:

[MV/HQ] Yu Kewei 郁可唯 - 暖心 Nuan Xin

I've heard this somewhere. Was looking for the song actually. But can't find it as I don't even know the title and singer and stuffs. HAHA!!

For my precious,

靠近你就觉得安心
因为你那双爱笑眼睛
你笑我 猫一样好奇
聪明又偏透着傻气
Daring 我想告诉你
其实我比你爱我更爱你
善解人意 浪漫话语
仿佛一切命中注定
你的体贴 温暖了我的心
就像夏天的风吹过那么凉爽安静
我轻轻依偎在你的怀里
天空挂满祝福的星星
你的体贴 温暖了我的心
就像倾盆大雨 舍不得淋湿爱你的心
我要唱给你听 陶醉在你给的甜蜜
陶醉在你给的甜蜜

( Yu ke wei - nuan xing)

I LOVE MY DARLING!

I've heard this somewhere. Was looking for the song actually. But can't find it as I don't even know the title and singer and stuffs. HAHA!!

For my precious,

靠近你就觉得安心
因为你那双爱笑眼睛
你笑我 猫一样好奇
聪明又偏透着傻气
Daring 我想告诉你
其实我比你爱我更爱你
善解人意 浪漫话语
仿佛一切命中注定
你的体贴 温暖了我的心
就像夏天的风吹过那么凉爽安静
我轻轻依偎在你的怀里
天空挂满祝福的星星
你的体贴 温暖了我的心
就像倾盆大雨 舍不得淋湿爱你的心
我要唱给你听 陶醉在你给的甜蜜
陶醉在你给的甜蜜

( Yu ke wei - nuan xing)

Off day

It's his off day today. We did not meet up. He went to meet his friends. And for the whole day, I don't know what he'd been doing. If he had eaten and all. Worst point is that he is meeting his friend, together with his ex-girlfriend. I seriously don't know how to react, and can only handle the loneliness alone tonight.

Things should be exciting and enjoying for him now. He went out at 5pm and had yet to return home. I wonder if he feels anything EXTRODINARY. For such long hours, long talks and stuff, who wouldn't be worrying like I am? Or am I too sensitive? Should I not be? :( Well, I don't know. But for every minute he didn't text me (only A FEW the whole day today), I'm praying that nothing SPECIAL happen/WILL happen. I believe god dotes on me just fine.

I over came my ex's facebook. Scroll and read about stuffs. Looked at all the pictures. And I can'tt help thinking about our past. It's a little painful still, but not as terrible as last time. Well, few drops of watery substances did still roll down my warm cheeks. Yet I couldn't help viewing it all. I know it's best not to keep doing this, and I know everything on the other side is fine. Just.... a bit of flash back session I guess.

It's going to be a big day for me tomorrow. Let's just hope everything turns out smoothly.

I will never forget this small little part of us.

<3 kor.

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