19.4.11

He went out with his friends and did not even notify me. It's not like I wouldn't let him go. But atleast he could have told me so that I don't have to be waiting for his SLOW replies. Anyway. It's a small thing so. I have no other comments about it. Just told him that I do not wish for this to repeat.

I went to class, we did not meet up. chatted a bit on the phone. And spend the time planning on what to cook for him tomorrow. He thinks that everything would be fine. But I want to let him taste the nicest and warmest food. I'm working hard here for the smallest little thing and I hope he sees them.

1 more week to our 1st month anniversary! We've been meeting up everyday (seriously, this is the only day we did not meet after we got together), time has been moving very quickly. Thinking of how we 1st met, how we ran away from our own feelings, and how people helped us, haha. I can't help smiling each time. Things had been so different with him as compared to other guys, I'm finding the reasons as to why I shouldn't treat him nicely. He's so different, he makes me feel everything I do is worth it.

Well, I can't wait for 27th. I wonder what will it be like. hehe.

14.4.11

I actually spent the whole evening waiting for him to come over today. Cannot stand one single day without him. What am I going to do when he gets in the army? god~ :( I don't want to know.

Spent my time playing PSP. Sleeping and all. I guess I really am going to fall sick. These small little things can't get through my precious' eyes eh? He actually brought the chinese powdered medicine for me. Which I think isn't the worst I've had but it taste horrible as well. Worst thing is that it cannot dissolve fully in water, which will have the left over sticky looking substance in the cup. He actually fed me with a spoon and expect me to swallow it! GOSH! But I did.

Thinking back, how many partners have I had? And how many of them were willing to do all these small little stuffs for me? -non. Sad answer I know.

For all the things he had done for me, I'm only worried and afraid of losing him one day. I do appreciate every small little details like sending me home even if we're very near to his place. Spending just a few minutes per day hugging me thight. Making sure he sees me until I close my door before he walks off.

I like his smell. He has the homely smell, which made me feel very safe. Can't help hugging him. haha. Although he is boney. But nice to hug. Please do not try. He's mine. I'm very easy to get jealous. But he don;t lose to me much either. haha.

Recently planning on a Genting trip. either with my mom and aunt. friends. or it would be just us. Before he goes army. Wouldn't it be nice? ^^ The part I'm looking forward is actually the time we'll get to stick together. :)

I love you, precious.

My Precious

Love and being loved since 27.03.2011; 01.30am.

The guy that moved my heart day by day finally got the courage to ask for my hand. To walk down hand in hand with him. Actually, nothing was smooth for us. I was the one whom fell for him 1st. Believe me, we used to dislike each other. And then find him someone interesting. Slowly, bit by bit.

The happiest thing of all, is that I realised, I'm happier, not only because I found him, but because I love someone who loves me too. At least now I know, as promised, no matter what happens, he'll be there. It's always nice to have someone hugging you close to him, looking out for you. Afraid that someone might accidently bang into you. Sending you home even though he lives so so far. Willing to sacrifies his sleep to bake cookies for you. Holding onto your hands no matter where he went. Looking deeply into your eyes, telling you randomly how he feels. Getting jealous over the smallest issue. Afraid that you might get bullied. Worrying why you did not reply his text.

Of cause, I will face no problems going on and on.

To cut it short, it's all actually new to me. Despite the fact that I've been trying so hard each and everytime. This is something which came to me naturally. It isn't something I taught him to do. It was what he wanted to. I appreciate every single details.

My dearest KOH JUN XIAN,
you're sound asleep now. But wait till you see what I have for you tomorrow.
Don't be too shocked. Like I said, I swear you won't find the 2nd woman whom will treat you like I do.
So, love me with all you have. As this is only the beginning of a new chapter. (: